dreamer....

"i'm a dreamer, and nothing more..."


someone told me the other day, someone who knows me better than most...you can't help you've always been a dreamer, that you always see the glass half full and you believe it. you can't help that.

its funny, why do you believe things even though you proven its not going to happen. i have. with so many things in my life, not just recently but for so long. i'm given every reason to back away, yet i still dream of something so good happening, something changing, a spark to replug and reset the way things go. yet everytime, i just get disappointed. I'm not sure why i keep putting myself through it. i've always been this way, and probably always will. and it will probably ruin me before its the end, but a dreamer ill always be.